I'm still around, just an incredibly busy person with little time to piddle on the computer anymore. Whatever spare time I have is normally taken up with my husband and puzzles and relaxing.

My life is very different from when I started this blog. I'm more accomplished as a human being. I have purpose and learn new things every day. My personality is very different as well and I'm learning to deal with that and accept this change. I took a personality test online that was actually really nice and not like those cheesy 8 question test that give you some bullshit answer. Here is my result:

You Are An INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. In love, you truly see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow. You enjoy relationships as long as they are improving and changing. You can't stand stagnation. At work, you stay motivated and happy... as long as you are working toward a dream you support. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. How you see yourself: Hardworking, ethical, and helpful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Manipulative, weak, and unstable

Now, in my life I've been similar to this but more along the artsy and fun loving sort. I'm more serious and more of a thinker now than I've ever been.

As for whats going on with me, life is so-so. I'm back into that hermit-y lifestyle since all our friends moved away and it's depressing me some. We also haven't been gaming with friends in guilds recently so I don't have an active online social network either. It is probably a good part of why I'm feeling I'm changed because I know that there are some depressing issues going on.

Work on the other hand has actually lightened my mood recently. I had a couple weeks of roughness with them, where I felt I was being singled out for being a horrible worker, but that has passed. I have to be honest and say openly that I think some of my paranoia was in my head. I had felt very anxious and unstable for a while and reevaluated some of the medicine I was on, turns out my Singulair had anxiety and depression listed as a fricking SIDE EFFECT! I stopped it 3 weeks ago and have been feeling more uplifted ever since.

My medical life is about the same. I'm still dealing with the PCOS and infertility. My weight has been stable for some time and I can't seem to loose it, but my diet is to blame with that as well. I've not been trying as much as I should. I have been able to lose a pants size though. 1 more size and I'll be able to wear normal sizes, which is my goal for my cruise in September.... Maybe I should diet and reach that goal so I don't feel like a failure!!! But I'm still happy I've gone from busting through a size 24 to a very comfortable 18.

Heading out to buy a new printer and then off to work. See you in a couple of months when I have a few minutes to write!!